the fraying thread
my hands shake and bleed, i wrap the thread around my palm once more in an attempt to grip it tighter, stronger. what happened to this beautiful thing? where has all the material gone? it was so more...
my hands shake and bleed, i wrap the thread around my palm once more in an attempt to grip it tighter, stronger.
what happened to this beautiful thing? where has all the material gone? it was so beautiful.
now it just hurts. but there is something about it, something there, that is still so...
compelling? that's a shallow word.
it's indescribable. i've seen how people wrap it around themselves, so full of life and love and genuine human kindness and integrity, i've seen it humble the worst of us and turn them into heroes. i've seen it break barriers, i've seen it comfort, i've seen it love.
maybe if i just hold it tighter, i'll know so certainly, too. people say i should let it go. people say it's the only thing i need. a lot of people tell me a lot of things. and my friend, let me tell you, it's exhausting.
i wrestle it, i've wrestled it my whole life, and i'm still not sure what to think, but i love what it stands for and the people who love it, too. and i've no reason to be bitter if i can't hold onto it any longer either.
a mix about faith! it's hard to weigh trauma with truth but i genuinely think faith is a beautiful thing (just putting it out there haha this is in nooooo way an anti-religion playlist, just my personal struggle with religious trauma). hopefully it helps you too! thanks for listening as always. ...less
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AWOLNATION- "Guilty Filthy Soul" (with lyrics)
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Regina Spektor - Laughing with lyrics
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Quiet Company - The Black Sheep and The Shepherd (Lyrics in Description)
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Dirty Laundry Presents: We Were Promised Jetpacks "It's Thunder And It's Lightning"
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cavetown - talk to me (lyrics)
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