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people leave, sometimes

And maybe that’s just how it is. How it’ll always be. People move on, don’t fit right anymore. Outgrow people like they do teddy bears. And it hurts, more than anything. But maybe it doesn’t have to more...

And maybe that’s just how it is. How it’ll always be. People move on, don’t fit right anymore. Outgrow people like they do teddy bears. And it hurts, more than anything. But maybe it doesn’t have to be something cruel, the action of leaving. Maybe it could be something that just is. An inevitability, maybe - people either walk away, or die. Is it cruel? Maybe it’s just something we have to accept, even as it hurts. I don’t know if I can truly accept something like that. But maybe I have to. Maybe it could be okay, like that. People die, or people grow. Either way; each moment slips away like sand. We are always changing. Does that have to be scary? I think it is. But maybe I won’t, someday. Maybe I’ll be ready - ready to grow. One day. When the time comes, I hope I am. I hope I’ll be able to keep these pieces of myself, childish as they are. I hope I can mold them into the new me, someone better than the adults I’ve feared for so long. A kinder kind. Someone better than I got.

Or maybe not. Maybe I’ll just grow into cruelty, like I have my fear.

Maybe I will never beat this illness, this sickness in my brain, and instead will only rot away in apathy. Or maybe I’ll find myself at that edge I’ve dreamed of.

I can’t ever tell if those are nightmares, or not.

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junkfuck
17 tracks
  • 1hr 5min
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  • One year ago